- Serendipity
- Sparkle
- Hoppipolla
- Love
- Paris
- Destiny
- Bubbles
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Friday, September 2, 2011
Orange Goodness
Oh, how I love pretty things! I love shopping in stores. When I see a pretty store my heart melts like butter sitting atop warm toast. Anthropologie and JCrew would have to be my top favorites. I am in love. But to tell you the truth, as of late, I am finding myself loving yet another store....Home Depot. Gotta love that bright orange goodness! The smell of fresh lumber, colorful paint chips you can have for free, and walking down isles with people covered in sawdust and paint. I love the general feeling in the store because everyone going into the store has a project that they are working on. They are fixing something, they are making it better, they are making something pretty, they are accomplishing the task at hand. I love hard working people who are just trying to make the world around them better.
Monday, August 15, 2011
Missing the Magic
This year has brought major change. Good change. Life changing kind of change. I got married. Best day of my life. I married my Mr. Tollstrup. But like I said before, it has brought major change in my life. I am learning to grown up even more. I couldn't go to Disneyland with my family this year. It was so hard to see them go and I wasn't going with them. I miss Disneyland so badly. I just want to walk down Mainstreet, sit under the sparkly castle, laugh with my family, eat churros, and ride my most favorite rides in the whole world. I have made so many memories over the years with my family in that park. It's my home away from home. I can't wait to take my Mr. Tollstrup to my most favorite place and begin memories with him. Disneyland is truly a magical place. I can't wait to walk through its gate again.
Friday, July 1, 2011
Freckles & Fun
Somehow I have surrounded myself with redheads. My mom is a redhead. One of my best friends is a redhead. And (my favorite), my husband is a redhead. They make up 2% of the population. They are a rare breed. They are different, they stand out, and they are unique. All the qualities I love in a person! Some might remember how Charlie Brown was in love with a little redheaded girl at school. He would always be sitting on the school bench, eating his peanut butter sandwich, and wishing the little redheaded girl would come and sit with him. How cute and romantic. I think once in her life, a woman is entitled to fall madly in love with a redheaded man. And that's just what I did.
Paper Pages
I love bookstores. A bookstore is one of the only pieces of physical evidence that people are still thinking. And I like how these bookstores break everything down real simply for you. Fiction and nonfiction. In other words, these people are lying, and these people are telling the truth. That's the way the world should be I think. I would say the main competition for a book is a video because for some reason people feel they need to bring home a big rectangular block of something they don't know the end of. But I must say the big advantage of a book is it's very easy to rewind. Close it and you're right back to the beginning. I could spend hours meandering through those isles of pages (and sometimes I do) and find all sorts of treasures. I love the smell of an old or new book, I love the crackle it makes when you open it and start to split the spine, and I love that reading a new book inspires me and teaches me all at the same time. Oh, how I love books!
"There is more treasure in books than in all the pirate's loot on Treasure Island." -Walt Disney
Little Spaces
The movies will always be on of my absolute favorite activities. But to be honest, my favorite part of the movies is going to the movies. You're in the car, trying to make it on time. Maybe you'll snag good seats. Maybe it'll be a good movie. Maybe you'll love it. You don't know yet, and when you're on your way it's still possible. I love that I'm definitely doing something and haven't done it yet. That's a pure life moment. After you get a job and before you have to do it. It's the spaces between life that I love the most.
Freshly Canned
Dinner of Champions!
I don't cook. I do have a kitchen, I've been in it. To me, a kitchen is just a room to hold a toaster and a microwave. That's the way I think of our little place. Bedroom. Living Room. Toaster Room. I wish I could cook these amazing dishes and beautiful meals, but quite frankly, I just don't have the time. And when I say I don't have the time, I really do have the time. I just don't have the patience to spare 45 minutes to prepare a meal and end up with an empty plate. I love good food and I really admire someone who can cook. To carefully add ingredients, time everything just right, and create a beautiful and yummy masterpiece is a work of art. But at the end of the day, I am very satisfied with my bowl of Spaghettio's.
Thursday, June 16, 2011
LIFE
This is your life. Do what you love, and do it often. If you don't like something, change it. If you don't love your job, quit. If you don't have enough time, stop watching TV. Stop over analyzing. All emotions are beautiful when you eat, and appreciate every last bite. Open your mind, arms, and heart to new things. And people, we are united in our differences. Ask the next person you see what their passion is, and share your inspiring dream with them. Travel often; getting lost will help you find yourself. Some opportunities only come once, seize them. Life is about the people you meet, the relationships you make, and the things you create with them. So go out and start creating. Life is short. Live your dream. And wear your passion.
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Lizzie Love Photography
Hello Friends!! I have finally started my photography site! I love photography mainly because I can dive into the unknown. I can create something new that is fueled with passion and curiosity. When we see through the eyes of imagination, anything can happen. You never know what you are capable of doing until you start dreaming and doing it, I always say. So here goes my new journey of creating myself. Enjoy! New edits will be up all the time.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Life's Little Pleasures
Flipping through art books
IMAGINATION
The perfect pair of high heels that make you feel sexy if need be
My brother’s big blue eyes
Water ripples
Daring haircuts
Driving at night and rolling the window down to just let the cool air rush past your face
Going out of your way to crunch a crunchy leaf
Rainbow sprinkles on donuts
The crunch sound the snow makes when you step in it
Black straws at fancy restaurants
Dreaming passionately
Spelling words correctly
My best friend who is obsessed with Disney Princesses but listens to Nelly Jay-Z and LL Cool J (among others)
Loving Completely
Manly man chests
Soft whispers
Tangled Snuggles
The feeling of lightness your feet get after a pedicure
People watching
Being optimistic
Marshmallow mustache from Hot Cocoa
Watching the bubbles rise up from a newly poured drink
The perfect amount of fry sauce on a French fry
JCrew
A long walk with no where to go
Quoting movies
Walking slowly through Disneyland because you’ve done everthing you’ve wanted for a day
ANYTHING Audrey Hepburn (how I wish I was her..)
The cool breeze that is just the right temperature
Peeling that thin plastic film off electronics
The sound of scissors cutting construction paper
Putting on clothes freshly from the warm dryer
Laughing so hard no sound comes out
Listening to rain inside a tent
Hitting all of the green lights
When you arrive at your destination right as the good song ends
When the grocery store attendant opens up a new lane
The feeling of rain on my face
The perfect pair of high heels that make you feel sexy if need be
My brother’s big blue eyes
Water ripples
Daring haircuts
Driving at night and rolling the window down to just let the cool air rush past your face
Going out of your way to crunch a crunchy leaf
Rainbow sprinkles on donuts
The crunch sound the snow makes when you step in it
Black straws at fancy restaurants
Dreaming passionately
Spelling words correctly
My best friend who is obsessed with Disney Princesses but listens to Nelly Jay-Z and LL Cool J (among others)
Loving Completely
Manly man chests
Getting an eyelash out of your eye
Figuring out how the hotel shower faucet works
Tortoise shell glasses
Finally remember that word that is on the tip of your tongue
The smell of the coffee isle in the grocery store
Taking that first scoop from the peanut butter
Letting sand run through your fingers
Glitter shoes
Soft whispers
Tangled Snuggles
The feeling of lightness your feet get after a pedicure
People watching
Being optimistic
Marshmallow mustache from Hot Cocoa
Watching the bubbles rise up from a newly poured drink
The perfect amount of fry sauce on a French fry
JCrew
A long walk with no where to go
Quoting movies
Walking slowly through Disneyland because you’ve done everthing you’ve wanted for a day
ANYTHING Audrey Hepburn (how I wish I was her..)
The cool breeze that is just the right temperature
Peeling that thin plastic film off electronics
Getting the prime movie seats in a theatre
Licking the cake batter off the spatula
That one really good pen that never gets lost
Squeezing through a door thats shutting without touching it
Tim Burton
Squirting your shampoo bottle and a thousand little bubbles explode out of it
Great Danes (I will own one some day)
Willy Wonka’s nonsense
Mickey Mouse's giggle
Laughing to yourself and then having people stare at you
Clean & fresh bed sheets
Tripping while walking and turning your half fall into a little jog to cover up the trip
Listening to music that gives you an extra bounce in your step
Hearing a smile in the dark
Old Batman cartoons
Candy colored hair
When the person you love is willing to fight to keep you no matter what.
Sunlight that glitters through the trees
The soft space nestled just between being awake & asleep
Dr. Seuss
Pastel colored nail polish that goes on smoothly the first time
Fluffy flouncy tulle
Old musty books
Natural looking makeup
Umbrellas
Long car rides to get some good thinking done
GENUINE AFFECTION
Helena Boham Carter, James Franco, Tom Hanks, Goldie Hawn, Steve Carell, Tea Leoni, Jim Carrey, Rachel Weiz, Dustin Hoffman, Johnny Depp, Robert Downey Jr., Hugh Grant, Sandra Bullock, Merryl Streep
Mini coopers & Smartcars
Jane Austen
Listening to someone speak another language (so beautiful)
Having a crouton is each bite of your salad
One or two finger hand holding that shows you're absolutely comfortable being together
Newport Beach
Getting a wrapped present and its so neatly wrapped you don’t want to tear the paper
Becoming who you are
Finding treasures in unexpected places
Wearing tennis shoes with dresses
Living what you love
Not waiting but doing
The sound sequins make on your clothes when you move
Tasting the salty air when at the beach
Getting everything done on your list
After spending a day with him and smelling him on your clothes
Living your bliss
Colorful balloons
Receiving real Hugs
Black and white movies
Christmas lights
Wrestling/tickle fights
Rocking out to Disney music
Thriller
Getting dirty then taking a hot soapy sudsy shower afterwards
Dancing cheek to cheek
Typography
Random texts that make you smile
Listening to a heartbeat
When the sunlight trickles through the water of a swimming pool
Wishing that one moment would last just a little longer
Saying “I love you” and MEANING it
The spray of water on your face when boating
Sparkly city lights
Clothes wrapped in tissue paper after buying them at a nice store
Slow dancing
Bite sized ice cubes in your soda
Hugs from your mom
The first sip of a newly opened soda can
Knowing its true love when the tiny details about another person, the ones that seem insignificant to most people, seem incredible and magnificent to you
Remembering dreams
Sitting next to someone and not having to talk to fill awkward space because there isn’t any awkward space to fill
Kisses for no reason at all
When he makes me twirl like a circus girl
Perfume bottles
Chocolate dipped strawberries
British accents
Falling asleep and someone covers you up with a blanket
Looking at the little details
Catching snowflakes on your tongue
Eiffel tower pictures
Really soft oversized sweaters
Tiffany & Co.
The first bite on a piece of pizza (the pointy part)
Sparkly stars
Squishing sand between your toes
The crispy sugar layer of Crème Brulee
Uneven old fashioned glass windows
The clicky sound chalk makes when writing on a black board
The perfect pair of sunglasses
The smell of a newly sharpened PENCIL
Living beautifully
Bold glasses
Walking in a museum and getting lost in your thoughts
Opening up a brand new box of crayons
Finding highlights in an old book
Looking at your best friend and knowing exactly what they are thinking
Wandering in libraries reading random books on far off topics
Modern Architecture
Cobble stone streets
Snuggles, nuzzles, and burrows
Lush gardens
Deep conversations
Giving people random nicknames
Feathers and 500 thread count
Listening to Christmas music throughout the year
Taking that most perfect candid picture
Cottages with wild flowers in the garden
Having two different colored eyes
Black and white stripes
The crunch of rocks under your feet while walking
Two straws in a drink
Inspiring music
When he makes my heart go boom boom
Looking past the junk and finding the prettiness behind things
SERENDIPITY (my most favorite word)
How the rainbows of disco balls dance off the walls
Fresh paint
People who honestly love you for you
Seeing an elderly couple holding hands
Flowy dresses that billow in the wind
Imaginary friends when you are little
Seeing old friends and acting as though you havent spent a day apart
Organization with just a hint of chaos
LOYALTY
Full kissy kinda lips
A hand written letter on pretty paper
The perfect pair of jeans that fit your butt so perfectly
The Office
The sound of his deep voice
The smell of wet cement during a rainy day
The sound of clacky high heels on a tiled floor
Girly ruffles
Flowers (nobody can ever be uncheered by a flower)
Big windows that let in the natural light
Putting a pin down on a map of places you will visit
The smell newborn babies have
Seinfeld
Having the exact amount of change when buying something
Real wood floors
Soft pillows
Ridiculously curly hair
Muscley man arms
A good book & time to read it
Crowns
That perfect Little Black Dress
Soft kisses
Spooning
Fireworks that crackle and sparkle like crazy
Unexpected generosity
Number 14 and 2
Beautiful clothes
Mist
My glass fish
Wishes that actually come true
Birthday candles
My iMac
Fluffy clouds
The crackly sound an old book makes when it’s opened
When other drivers smile at you for no particular reason at all
Going to bed with a dream and waking up with a purpose
Creating something new
Rummaging through my dad’s old boxes
Squishing Silly Putty
Hugs from behind
The cool side of the pillow
Making up your own lyrics to songs because you have no idea what the singer is actually saying
Guys holding babies or playing with little kids
Originality
My dad’s postcards
People with no awareness of PDA and you go out of your way to let them know you are right there just watching them
Making funny faces on rides that take your picture
Being able to “fly” when you are underwater
Finding the perfect name for a inanimate object
Multiple visits to Disneyland
When he makes my dopamine levels go all silly
Being able to take care of someone when they really need you
Falling asleep and someone covers you up with a blanket
Watching peoples head's bob when they fall asleep in class
Laughing so hard you snort and then laughing harder till your face cheeks hurt….not those other cheeks..
Exposed brick on interior walls
Fluffy 80s hair
Being told you look "beautiful" "amazing" "gorgeous"
When someone has the job of “Official Spider Smoosher”
Cereal talks with mom in the middle of the night
Listening to a heartbeat
Desperately needing a bobby pin or gum and finding one in a random place
Fortunes in a fortune cookie
Mix matched sheets
When the characters meant for each other on your favorite show FINALLY hook up (Pam + Jim)
Flowers that show up on your doorstep
Surprise notes left on your car and in your lunch bag
Waking up to find that its snowing
Being right on time for something
Reading books you loved when you were little
When your head fits perfectly in that amazing nook between his shoulder and neck
When friends are patient with you and your weaknesses
Catching cheese puffs in your mouth
Roasting marshmallows
The slow drips coming off umbrellas
Feeling the cool water rush past your face when swimming
Charcoaly fingers after drawing
Finding excitement in the mundane
Real smiles from people
Celebrating your Unbirthday
When people are not afraid to wear clothes that truly express who they are
Movie marathons
Fashion and the creativity it offers
Seeming a dream but proving real.
Diving into the unknown
Trying on 20 different perfume samples at once
Alice in Wonderland
Quotes (I LIVE for quotes)
Simplicity, timeless elegance, and the perfection of imperfection.
Listening to Frank Sinatra when missing my dad
When he makes all my saved up wishes come out
Loving puppies and bunnies but thinking zombies are cool, too
Having a torrid affair with my new Nikon camera
Being inspired by things that are not always considered fashionable
Not having a favorite color because it changes everyday
Cracking your knuckles
Slight scruff on a man
Vintage ribbons
Squirting your shampoo bottle and a thousand little bubbles explode out of it
Great Danes (I will own one some day)
Willy Wonka’s nonsense
Mickey Mouse's giggle
Laughing to yourself and then having people stare at you
Clean & fresh bed sheets
Tripping while walking and turning your half fall into a little jog to cover up the trip
Listening to music that gives you an extra bounce in your step
Hearing a smile in the dark
Old Batman cartoons
Candy colored hair
When the person you love is willing to fight to keep you no matter what.
Sunlight that glitters through the trees
The soft space nestled just between being awake & asleep
Dr. Seuss
Pastel colored nail polish that goes on smoothly the first time
Fluffy flouncy tulle
Old musty books
Natural looking makeup
Umbrellas
Long car rides to get some good thinking done
GENUINE AFFECTION
Helena Boham Carter, James Franco, Tom Hanks, Goldie Hawn, Steve Carell, Tea Leoni, Jim Carrey, Rachel Weiz, Dustin Hoffman, Johnny Depp, Robert Downey Jr., Hugh Grant, Sandra Bullock, Merryl Streep
Mini coopers & Smartcars
Jane Austen
Listening to someone speak another language (so beautiful)
Having a crouton is each bite of your salad
One or two finger hand holding that shows you're absolutely comfortable being together
Newport Beach
Getting a wrapped present and its so neatly wrapped you don’t want to tear the paper
Becoming who you are
Finding treasures in unexpected places
Wearing tennis shoes with dresses
Living what you love
Not waiting but doing
The sound sequins make on your clothes when you move
Tasting the salty air when at the beach
Getting everything done on your list
After spending a day with him and smelling him on your clothes
Living your bliss
Colorful balloons
Receiving real Hugs
Black and white movies
Christmas lights
Wrestling/tickle fights
Rocking out to Disney music
Thriller
Getting dirty then taking a hot soapy sudsy shower afterwards
Dancing cheek to cheek
Typography
Random texts that make you smile
Listening to a heartbeat
When the sunlight trickles through the water of a swimming pool
Wishing that one moment would last just a little longer
Saying “I love you” and MEANING it
The spray of water on your face when boating
Sparkly city lights
Clothes wrapped in tissue paper after buying them at a nice store
Slow dancing
Bite sized ice cubes in your soda
Hugs from your mom
The first sip of a newly opened soda can
Knowing its true love when the tiny details about another person, the ones that seem insignificant to most people, seem incredible and magnificent to you
Remembering dreams
Sitting next to someone and not having to talk to fill awkward space because there isn’t any awkward space to fill
Kisses for no reason at all
When he makes me twirl like a circus girl
Perfume bottles
Chocolate dipped strawberries
British accents
Falling asleep and someone covers you up with a blanket
Looking at the little details
Catching snowflakes on your tongue
Eiffel tower pictures
Really soft oversized sweaters
Tiffany & Co.
The first bite on a piece of pizza (the pointy part)
Sparkly stars
Squishing sand between your toes
The crispy sugar layer of Crème Brulee
Uneven old fashioned glass windows
The clicky sound chalk makes when writing on a black board
The perfect pair of sunglasses
The smell of a newly sharpened PENCIL
Living beautifully
Bold glasses
Walking in a museum and getting lost in your thoughts
Opening up a brand new box of crayons
Finding highlights in an old book
Looking at your best friend and knowing exactly what they are thinking
Wandering in libraries reading random books on far off topics
Modern Architecture
Cobble stone streets
Snuggles, nuzzles, and burrows
Lush gardens
Deep conversations
Giving people random nicknames
Feathers and 500 thread count
Listening to Christmas music throughout the year
Taking that most perfect candid picture
Cottages with wild flowers in the garden
Having two different colored eyes
Black and white stripes
The crunch of rocks under your feet while walking
Two straws in a drink
Inspiring music
When he makes my heart go boom boom
Looking past the junk and finding the prettiness behind things
SERENDIPITY (my most favorite word)
How the rainbows of disco balls dance off the walls
Fresh paint
People who honestly love you for you
Seeing an elderly couple holding hands
Flowy dresses that billow in the wind
Imaginary friends when you are little
Seeing old friends and acting as though you havent spent a day apart
Organization with just a hint of chaos
LOYALTY
Full kissy kinda lips
A hand written letter on pretty paper
The perfect pair of jeans that fit your butt so perfectly
The Office
The sound of his deep voice
The smell of wet cement during a rainy day
The sound of clacky high heels on a tiled floor
Girly ruffles
Flowers (nobody can ever be uncheered by a flower)
Big windows that let in the natural light
Putting a pin down on a map of places you will visit
The smell newborn babies have
Seinfeld
Having the exact amount of change when buying something
Real wood floors
Soft pillows
Ridiculously curly hair
Muscley man arms
A good book & time to read it
Crowns
That perfect Little Black Dress
Soft kisses
Spooning
Fireworks that crackle and sparkle like crazy
Unexpected generosity
Number 14 and 2
Beautiful clothes
Mist
My glass fish
Wishes that actually come true
Birthday candles
My iMac
Fluffy clouds
The crackly sound an old book makes when it’s opened
When other drivers smile at you for no particular reason at all
Going to bed with a dream and waking up with a purpose
Creating something new
Rummaging through my dad’s old boxes
Squishing Silly Putty
Hugs from behind
The cool side of the pillow
Making up your own lyrics to songs because you have no idea what the singer is actually saying
Guys holding babies or playing with little kids
Originality
My dad’s postcards
People with no awareness of PDA and you go out of your way to let them know you are right there just watching them
Making funny faces on rides that take your picture
Being able to “fly” when you are underwater
Finding the perfect name for a inanimate object
Multiple visits to Disneyland
When he makes my dopamine levels go all silly
Being able to take care of someone when they really need you
Falling asleep and someone covers you up with a blanket
Watching peoples head's bob when they fall asleep in class
Laughing so hard you snort and then laughing harder till your face cheeks hurt….not those other cheeks..
Exposed brick on interior walls
Fluffy 80s hair
Being told you look "beautiful" "amazing" "gorgeous"
When someone has the job of “Official Spider Smoosher”
Cereal talks with mom in the middle of the night
Listening to a heartbeat
Desperately needing a bobby pin or gum and finding one in a random place
Fortunes in a fortune cookie
Mix matched sheets
When the characters meant for each other on your favorite show FINALLY hook up (Pam + Jim)
Flowers that show up on your doorstep
Surprise notes left on your car and in your lunch bag
Waking up to find that its snowing
Being right on time for something
Reading books you loved when you were little
When your head fits perfectly in that amazing nook between his shoulder and neck
When friends are patient with you and your weaknesses
Catching cheese puffs in your mouth
Roasting marshmallows
The slow drips coming off umbrellas
Feeling the cool water rush past your face when swimming
Charcoaly fingers after drawing
Finding excitement in the mundane
Real smiles from people
Celebrating your Unbirthday
When people are not afraid to wear clothes that truly express who they are
Movie marathons
Fashion and the creativity it offers
Seeming a dream but proving real.
Diving into the unknown
Trying on 20 different perfume samples at once
Alice in Wonderland
Quotes (I LIVE for quotes)
Simplicity, timeless elegance, and the perfection of imperfection.
Listening to Frank Sinatra when missing my dad
When he makes all my saved up wishes come out
Loving puppies and bunnies but thinking zombies are cool, too
Having a torrid affair with my new Nikon camera
Being inspired by things that are not always considered fashionable
Not having a favorite color because it changes everyday
Cracking your knuckles
Slight scruff on a man
Vintage ribbons
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Numbers & Color
My Mr. Tollstrup and I are so in love and so alike. We love, like, and enjoy so many of the same things. But he thinks in numbers. I think in color. He is left brain. I am right brain. I stumbled upon these two sayings while surfing the internet. They explain almost exactly how we work and operate. So different but still one soul. I love my Mr. Tollstrup.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Stuck With Me
Ya know sometimes I compare myself to others. No wait, I always compare myself to others. And I always put myself down in the process. I know that by doing this I become vain and bitter (and i hate that). There will always be a prettier girl than me. There will always be someone who is more creative than I am. There will always be someone who has accomplished more than me. Basically, I need to suck it up. Instead of thinking about what I am missing, or how ugly I am, I need to think about what I do have and what I am blessed with. There is a couple who live in Provo, Utah who are both returning from a nearly fatal plane crash. The wife,(Stephanie Nielson) burned 80% of her body. Her husband,(Christian Nielson) was burned as well, but not as severely. Stephanie looks like a completely different person. She compares herself to Sally on 'The Nightmare Before Christmas' and needless to say, she looks very much like her. It is so inspiring to read about this woman and her husband on their blog. They struggle everyday but they look for the positive in everything. She is beautiful. She truly is a beautiful woman. She may look like a stitched up doll to the world, but to her husband, she is the most beautiful thing in this world. He loves her for her. Not her face. He loves her for her spirit. She may not look like Audrey Hepburn or Natalie Portman, but she is beautiful because of her spirit and her faith. And most importantly, her husband is in love with her for being her. Her posts are very inspiring to me. She has taught me that we are not our bodies. We are our spirits. I am learning to ignore my body's many faults, and focusing on making my spirit beautiful. I need to be the best me that there is. I need to love me. I might not be very beautiful or the most talented, but I am me. No one is the entire world can be a better me than me.
Monday, February 28, 2011
New Chapter
Alrighty, I have a lot to write about. So inhale........and go! So before I get to the big stuff, I'll start with the sweet little tid bits first; This last week I have been seeing heart shapes everywhere. I mean EVERYWHERE! From the bubbles in my sink, the burned splotches on my french fries, the cracks in the sidewalk, and even a heart shape in my bowl of cheerios. It was a week full of love! Now on to the big stuff. A new chapter in my book of life has opened. Two days before my birthday (which was over 18 minutes ago) my Mr. Tollstrup of almost 2 years proposed to me! It was a total surprise and I had no idea it was coming so soon! (although I couldn't be more overjoyed) My heart is still pitter pattering. The love of my life wants to spend the rest of his life with me! I could never ask for anything more. Needless to say, I can't sleep much because my mind is jumbled on everything wedding! Love really is better than anything. I am going to start a new blog along with this one to write the next chapters in my and my Mr. Tollstrup's life. I will have all the delicious details about our proposal story on it, along with engagement pictures, wedding pictures, etc. Stay tuned! Lots of love fellow bloggers!
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
You, Always
This has been an amazing day. My Mr. Tollstrup gave me a beautiful bouquet of fresh roses wrapped up in a red velvet ribbon. (I can never be uncheered by flowers I've decided.) He then proceeded to make me dinner and he even hand dipped chocolate covered strawberries. I love him. Plain and simple. I love him. Sometimes I think that we are so fairytale it could make people sick. He just gives me the feeling that people write novels about. I honestly don't know what I thought about before I met him. Love is better than other stuff, really. Happy Valentine's day friends!
Monday, January 31, 2011
Cupids & Hearts
Valentines Day is coming up! The holiday filled with flowers, chocolates, sparkly hearts, and stuffed bears. I never really cared for V-day growing up. I never shared it with someone special. It was just another day of going to school and seeing the popular girls getting bouquets of roses stuffed into their lockers. But now that I have found my other half...well...it's my turn to be wooed. My man was living in Africa last year, but this year I get him all to myself. I don't understand how he does it, but somehow he makes my eyes sparkle, my heart beat just a little faster, and my lips to pucker. I am definitely looking forward to spending Valentine's Day with my cute redhead. On another note; Why was Cupid chosen to represent Valentine's Day? When I think about romance, the last thing on my mind is a short, chubby toddler coming at me with a heart shaped weapon.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Biting My Own Teeth
Here I am again, tapping away at the keys of a laptop trying to spill out the words swimming around in my skull. So here comes the downpour.... This time in my life is tough. I am trying to figure out what to do with the rest of my life. I am trying to create myself. I know that people often say that this or that person has not yet found himself. But the self is not something one finds, it is something one creates. Everyone tells me to model, and quite frankly I don't want to model for a living. The industry is wonderful and I love it a great deal, but it is also chalk full of stupid little stick figures with poufy lips, who think only of themselves (thank you Edna). It is a very materialistic world. I don't want to be surrounded by that. I want to be around people who love who they are, who don't need people to tell them how pretty they are to value their own self worth. The value of identity is that so often with it comes purpose. I want to have a purpose in my life. I come to the conclusion that trying to define yourself is like trying to bite your own teeth. I think at times our Heavenly Father hides things from us by putting them right in front of us. Sometimes I feel like I can reach out and touch what I want to be, and where I want to be going, but then there are times I sit and stare in a stupor, trying to rethink my whole perception of my life. I have a good idea where I want to be, unfortunately, I haven't hit the jackpot yet. I haven't heard the clattering of the gold coins rushing out of the slots of my heart yet. I haven't jumped up and down in joy yet. When I graduated from high school a friend of mine gave me a brown metal bird and attached to it was a light blue ribbon with a tag saying "it's your time to fly". That little gift holds dear to me and I will always treasure it. Unfortunately, it seems to me that I haven't found my wings yet. I know I will find my wings. I'm just hoping that I will be flying happy soon.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Bob Ross & Happy Little Trees
I remember when I was in Elementary school and even when I was in Junior High, my mom and I would sit down on our green leather couch with our cheese and crackers, and watch Bob Ross from 3 to 3:30 every afternoon after school. We would always giggle to ourselves when we watched him paint. He had a very patient and calming demeanor. Each painting would start with simple strokes that appeared to be nothing more than colored smudges. As he added more and more strokes, the blotches transformed into intricate landscapes. I will have great memories of watching him paint because it was precious time spent with my mom, and precious time appreciating art and how it can influence your life.
Some of my favorite Quotes of his....
In painting, you have unlimited power. You have the ability to move mountains. You can bend rivers. But when I get home, the only thing I have power over, is the garbage.
Gotta give him a friend. Like I always say ‘everyone needs a friend’. (on painting trees)
Any time ya learn, ya gain.
Any way you want it to be, that’s just right.
Clouds are very, very free.
Let’s do a little cabinectomy here.
Oh, green water… oh that’s pretty. Boy, I like that, just alive with algae.
People look at me like I’m a little strange, when I go around talking to squirrels and rabbits and stuff. That’s ok. Thaaaat’s just ok.
People might look at you a bit funny, but it’s okay. Artists are allowed to be a bit different.
Shwooop. Hehe. You have to make those little noises, or it just doesn’t work.
The secret to doing anything is believing that you can do it. Anything that you believe you can do strong enough, you can do. Anything. As long as you believe.
We don’t make mistakes, we just have happy accidents.
We’re gonna make some big decisions in our little world.
You can do anything you want to do. This is your world.
I can’t go over 30 minutes, because we have a mean ol’ director with no sense of humor.
Well, the little clock on the wall says we’re just about out of time. Happy Painting and God bless
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